Wednesday, July 12, 2006

alive


went running after work. the sun is bright. my mental self is trying to take over my phiscial self. couldn't swallow anything down the whole day, all i have is milk tea after milk tea. the only thing that keeps me sane. energy level is really low. once i start ruuning, stomach hurts, head hurts, can't breathe. suck all the pain and run as hard as i can. the pain keeps me at the edge, helps me concentrate. hear my heavy heartbeat, know i'm still very much alive. win a battle, lose a war.

1 comment:

MW+ve said...

win a battle, lose a war......
i like this

seems u have engaged in a big war...

don't forget u have allies, u are not fighting alone.