The Exit

thanks for visiting all these times, its time for me to move on, to enter a new part of my life. so, its time for an end but its also the beginning of something new. Come visit me at http://eugenerationzoe.blogspot.com from now on. c u.

Valentine's Day

Don't worry, you are not looking at an old post. I always believe you can't force happiness, you have to let it comes to you. However, you have to find happiness in order for it to come to you. I thought today was just another Sunday, wake up at 3 in the afternoon, have a late lunch, but then things keep getting better and better, We have an amazing time wandering around, holding hands, have an amazing dinner at this fantastic diner, we both bought some great gifts together for each other, we bought a movie back home and it turns out to be the most loveable film for a long time, we just have the most amazing time together. It just felt like Valentine's Day all over again. Love ya Z.

choco mission

the best cake ever, at take-a-break

can't wait

melt my heart

half way

won't give up...

almost there...

mission accomplished.

charged and discharged

I dare to say there is no one on earth will say their holiday is too long and they want to go to work so bad. For the past two weeks i have been living this holiday to the fullest, letting my heart and body to tell me what to do and when to do. So it's been amazing, with endless PS3 playing, movies watching, music playing, sleeping, street wandering and love hugging. But it's the last day already, like it or not, I know I have to face the fact that it's work again. It's been the kind of holiday i have been looking for, and I really needed it, so, for now, i guess i am fully charged, ready to work.

post valentine

glad that we've found this little 'gettaway', our perfect spot to chill, to hide and to find good food. a little deli, in confined space. Glad that we found you.

Valentine

On this very special day, we didn't do anything special. A nice but tasty dinner, couple of conversations, and a few laughters. After that, buried ourselves in our cosy sofa, and watched Resident Evil. We didn't do anything special, we didn't have the 'Valentine Dinner', we didn't watch 'Love Movie', but we enjoyed the 'unspecial' special moments together.

The King has returned

No further introduction. The king has returned. At these time of my absence, I have done some soul-searching, and some very important decisions making. For the first time in life, I have every confident in my decision. I am glad that everything seems so clear now and just hope everything goes as planned. Wish me luck.

ahead

ever since the coming of 2008, everything is so different, one thing is leading to another, something big is gonna happen...

Black Society

my black 'MacBook'

my black "Sony speaker'

my black 'Casio Mudman"

my black bracelet

my almost black 'motorola V8'

and my black 'ipod touch'


Last but not least, my newest 'black member': black cotton tips

let me take you there

I know a place that we can go to, a place where no one knows you, they won't know who we are...... let me take you there, I wanna take you there...... I know a place that we're forgotten, a place we won't get caught, they won't know who we are. I know a place where we can hide out, and turn our hearts inside out, they won't know who we are. We can get away to a better place...

new gadget

the greatest invention of our generation. the greatest gadget for me and my music. the greatest companion when i am alone. the greatest shield for me to keep a distant from this world. the greatest christmas gift. thanks and love ya, Z.

die hard Wednesday

this is how i spent my Wednesday, wake up at five-thirty, start basketball training at 7:20, assembly at 8:00, two P.5 English lessons and two P.1 English till 11:00, then basketball trainning at recess, a P.5 G.S. lesson followed by lunch with my P.5 class, then two P.2 computer lessons and a P.5 guided studies lesson till 3:00. Next, basketball team trainning again till 5:00 and that's not it, still got meetings and when i FINALLY went back to my desk, it's 6:30. feels very suicidal.

need some air

recently i have the feeling that everything is just tended to happen against my will, it almost made me suffocate. i am trying very hard to make things bettter, it has taken all of my energy and patience, but i just coudn't believe how useless i am, everthings just seems to be the same, and i feel like no one know all the hard work, all the heart that i have put in... when will this shadow be gone? i really can't figure out what to do next, i believe what i ask for is not selfish, i just want to help, to ease the pain, but why am i feeling like i am taking all the shit from things i haven't done? what scares me the most is that, similar things have happened, history is not going to repeat, is it? just shed me some light, i need some air...

p.s. even when i am at work, i'm already fed up with the things around, so i rather find a secret spot to hide...

the weakness in me

energy level is real low, has almost use up all i've got left, need love, need a hug, need security to cure the weakness in me. work, stress, illness, boredom, deserted, frustration, hate myself like this...

that's all i want

the simplest thing is sometimes the hardest thing to get, and that's all i want, quiet time, quality time, just the two of us

breaking the habit

it's an old saying but it can't be any truer, 'life ain't easy'. things aren't always go as we like, and work sucks most of the time and boss are mostly shithead but LIFE GOES ON, we just have to learn to roll with it. i know i can't figure it all out yet, but i do starting to learn to look for the good things in every shity little thing, enjoy life and enjoy the things that are dear to you. at least you got something, always remember that. breaking the habit, live a new life.

p.s. for those of you who can't understand what the hack i am writing, it's ok, just don't give a shit. this is a public private message. peace.