recently i have the feeling that everything is just tended to happen against my will, it almost made me suffocate. i am trying very hard to make things bettter, it has taken all of my energy and patience, but i just coudn't believe how useless i am, everthings just seems to be the same, and i feel like no one know all the hard work, all the heart that i have put in... when will this shadow be gone? i really can't figure out what to do next, i believe what i ask for is not selfish, i just want to help, to ease the pain, but why am i feeling like i am taking all the shit from things i haven't done? what scares me the most is that, similar things have happened, history is not going to repeat, is it? just shed me some light, i need some air...
p.s. even when i am at work, i'm already fed up with the things around, so i rather find a secret spot to hide...
1 comment:
dear bro, hang in there. work is work. don't be too harsh on yourself. (hug)
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