the thing called love

we go way back, back when there were no videotapes, no VCDs and surely no DVDs. And i only have the chance to meet her once. starring Sandra Bullock(when she was nobody), Dermot Mulroney, Samantha Mathis and MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! RIVER PHOENIX!!!!!!!!!!!! I have tried to locate her for a DECADE but there was always no sign of her, but good things always happened when least expected, she was right there on the shelf when i was wandering in HMV tonight. Save it for the weekend, just hope time go faster this week!

a thousand emotions

Today is the first day of school and i'm still drifted in the holidays... didn't expect the holidays would go this way and i couldn't even put it down in complete, sane language...just thousand of emotions... scared, sad, surprised, disappointed, doubt, happy, sweet, relaxed, unsure, jealous, frustrated, cold, hot, tired, excited, love, hate, it's just tough to swallow. The hardest part of all though, was unable to do anything about it, the feeling of hands tied, uselessness is really eating me from the inside...